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Tuesday, August 10, 2010

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its not easy to satisfy everyone. sometimes we feels like we've done our best yet its not. i wonder, what it will be, how it flows. do i have the right to make decisions for myself? and if it is a yes, can i take control the situation later? am i good enough with it? i'm 25th and already married but still.. still at the same path. still the same.

is this the punishment that i have to face from the mistake that i did? or i have to carry others sin? why all this happened to me? i just want to lead a normal life,like everybody. maybe that so called normal life is just a fairy tale? too much question marks in my head right now.

at one part, i feel like i want to run away from everything, i just want to be alone but at the same time i know.. this is not the way to solve everything. i have my responsibilities.. as a wife, a daughter n also as an eldest sister who are the example setter of my siblings.
argh, life must go on.. let bygone be bygone and i know i can face it. go marcella go!

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

I need wand of wishy mishy! :D

Just for a quick sharing before i go to PJ. Anyway, my target is to get this things before end of this year. Seems i dont have my own income, i need to begging from my parents and also my lovely hubby. I have a good reason why should they give me this things plus its also one of their investment (which i'll go back to school later), hahaha.

Okie dokie, here is my wish list.

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The reason why i want this voice recorder is to record during my lecture time, its so reasonable kan? :D






Seems i dont have any Smart phone (owh,pity on me). So, i think its very necessary to have one :p





Ok, Laptop, as u know.. Dont have to give the reason, it is a MUST!

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I'll try putting my voice to the-only-one-baby-manja-daughter-that-will-set-their-ears-on-fire (if its work la kan) but still i'll try my best,begging this things from my parents.
On the other hand, i will do anythinggggg for my husband until he considered to buy this items for me. Wish me luck fellas! ahaks.

BFF?

What is the meaning of Best Friend?

Best Friend, someone (singular) with whom one shares the strongest possible kind of friendship(s). : Wikipedia .

What is Best Friend for?

We all need somebody to be able to phone from time to time, just for a chat, somebody who will make us laugh and ultimately happy. We all need to have the odd night out, perhaps at the cinema, perhaps to go for a drink or perhaps to go to the theatre. A best friend will be the person to call and will make time for us in these situations.


What kind of Best Friend u should have?

The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

: unknown quotes.

Do I have a Best Friend(s) ?

BLERGH! Talking about best friend. I'm really not good 'with' it. Yes I do have some. Should I list them? err.. I don't think so! They know who they are.. :)

Its's not that easy to keep this Best Friend relationship (xpecially with girls) . Some of them needs to be pampered all the time, tell them everything, anything.. or else. they'll throw their face into the dust bin n wait until u 'dig' it n clean it and put it back to the top. IF u don't 'dig' it.. in other word, u ignore them,they will start to spread rumours about u, talk shit this n that and when they get caught.. they will simply say, "sorry dear, it wasn't me.. it is just some part of my anger that was folded in me.." ouh men, its such a damn pathetic!

What i want to say here is, good friendship is based on sincerity, loyalty, faithfulness, love and trust. If u dont have those kind of criteria, u will end up ur life with loneliness and all alone. think about that.

Monday, May 3, 2010

Hello SCHOOL! here i come!

good morning fella's!

just for short message. well, im going to university this september! yeayyyy! which university? here we go..

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hehe, congratulations marcella! eh, have to go now. will tell u about everything later n sooner. mwahks!

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Mengapakah?

kadang-kadang. ape yang kite buat. semuanya salah. bila kita buat 'jahat', of course la kan. org akan mengata. tp, kalau buat baik pun, org duk mengata. camne? yea la. we're something but not everything kan? nak dikatakan surrounding aku ni budak2, tak pun. semuanya dah berumur, ade yg dah kahwin, ade plak yg dah beranak pinak. anak dara tua pun ada jugak!

bile tak campo, bile bawak diri. ah,mula la keluarkan statement yg macam2. ckp sombong la, angkuh la, poyo la, cam bagus la, tu la ni la. bile bercampur, jadi maksiat gak, ckp bebuat baik la, drama queen la, terpaksa la, tak ikhlas la n so on.

bile berckp nnt, kata aku ni kurang ajar. tak respect org, tak kenang budi, tak sedar diuntung. bila diam pulak, pergh. aku plak yg sakit hati kan?

tak bole ke, kite ni. sebagai manusia biasa, terima je semua org seadanya. biasa la, semua org ada baik buruknya. dok mengata2 pasal org tu ape pasal? kamu tu perfect sgt ke? kire dah cukup bagus la? disebabkan dah ade degree la master la pHd la, so bole nak judge org sesuka hati?

kurang kasih sayang sgt ke sampai cemburu dekat org lain? bile kata dia cemburu, pandai pun nak deny. tapi hakikatnye memang yea pun! kan kan? sampai bile la nak tipu diri sendiri. sampai bila la nak jadi hipokrit.

apape pun, cermin la diri tu dulu, sebelum nak sebok suh org lain cermin diri diorg. masing2 pun dah tua, dah berakal. dari sebok2 nak jaga tepi kain org, baik la cuci tepi kain sendiri yg berdaki tu ok?

owh,emo plak saye malam2 ni, heks. :D

Thursday, April 29, 2010

Friday Sensation

Hola hola.

Friday is the day of the week falling between Thursday and Saturday. cewahh, like u guys dont know what is FRIDAY is all about pulak kan?

Ok-ok. I got few plans for today, I don't know whether it's on or not hehe. Let the time decide.

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--> Chill out with my bestie Fiza n 'collect' some souviners from her. (she just went back from Sarawak yesterday). Plus, i really miss her badly, looking forward to meet her today! :)

--> Suprise birthday bash by kak Emma for her beloved sweetheart. Ahe, cant wait to meet up all the 'sorority sisters' n snapping picture like no body business! haha.

Well, as what i said earlier, i dont know whether i can make it or not. But i'll try my best. Anyways, have a bless Friday n i'll update everything tomorrow.

P.I.S.S.E.D O.F.F


hello meylow,

Today is a horrible day for me. First, I cant synchronize my Twitter and Facebook. My hubby n also Kak Mimi tried to give some advice n did this n that but still didn't manage to do anything. So,ok.. might be I can try another way. So I changed all my social links login email, using my abandoned email but still cant synchronize 'em.

Suddenly, the previous email is gone. I don't know why, it cant be login, cant do anything about it. Ouh men, there's lots of 'documents' in it, I'm losing EVERYTHING! Can u imagine that? Can u picture how disappointed I am! PFFT!

After a second, I tried to login my blog. BLERGH! My old blog is also GONE! What do u expect? If the previous email has 'disappeared', so.. what is what.. I've to face the fact -- LET GO my old blog.

So now, I have to started all over again. BUT STILL! I'm damn pissed off right now..@#$%^&*
May Allah swt bless Marcella and give her some strength, Aminn :((

 
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